Zsed12
| Zsed12 | |
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| Player | |
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| In-game name: Zsed12 | |
| Status: Active | |
| First joined: January 18th 2023 | |
| Location: Zsedtopia | |
| Bases: Zsedtopia | |
Biography
Zsed's daily struggles are severely impacted by his schizophrenia, a chronic mental disorder that affects how a person thinks, feels, and behaves. He experiences a wide range of symptoms, including delusions, hallucinations, disordered thinking and speech, and social withdrawal. At times, Zsed's delusions and hallucinations can be so vivid and intense that they take over his entire reality. He might hear voices that aren't really there or see things that no one else can see. These experiences can be so overwhelming that he might struggle to tell what is real and what is not. Zsed's disordered thinking and speech can also make it difficult for others to understand him. His speech might be jumbled or incoherent, and he might struggle to express his thoughts and ideas clearly. This can make social interactions challenging, leading to social withdrawal and isolation. In addition to schizophrenia, Zsed also experiences other mental health conditions, including anxiety and depression. These conditions can exacerbate his symptoms and make it even harder for him to function on a daily basis. His anxiety might cause him to become fixated on certain thoughts or behaviors, while his depression might make it difficult for him to find motivation to do even basic tasks. He juggles his work as a trucker and his passion for fulfilling his dreams in Zsedtopia. When on the road, he can often be found in various truck stops connecting to the Minecraft server on his quad-core ThinkPad T500.
Zsed also receives stimulus checks from the government, which he uses to support himself. Despite his reliance on government aid, Zsed does not trust the government in the slightest. His anti-vaxx beliefs and distrust of authority are deeply ingrained in him , leading him to spread misinformation about vaccines and argue with anyone who tries to convince him otherwise. Zsed's distrust in the government is a deeply ingrained part of his worldview. He believes that the government is corrupt and actively works against the interests of its citizens. This belief is fueled by his own experiences with poverty and a lack of resources, as well as the countless conspiracy theories and misinformation that he has come across online.One of the areas where Zsed's distrust in the government is most evident is in his anti-vaxx beliefs. He firmly believes that vaccines are harmful and that the government is hiding the true risks of vaccination from the public. He spreads misinformation about vaccines online and in his personal life, often engaging in heated debates with those who hold different views. Despite overwhelming scientific evidence that vaccines are safe and effective, Zsed is convinced that they are dangerous and that the government is trying to force them on people for their own nefarious purposes. This belief is a delusion, a fixed false belief that is not based in reality. Zsed's delusional thoughts about vaccinations are a common symptom of his schizophrenia. The disorder can cause him to believe things that are not true and to hold onto those beliefs even in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary. His anti-vaxx beliefs are also intertwined with his broader distrust in the government. He sees vaccines as a tool of control, used by the government to manipulate and harm its citizens. This belief is fueled by his paranoia and anxiety, which can cause him to see threats and danger where there is none. Despite efforts by his family and mental health professionals to help him understand the reality of vaccines and the importance of trust in government institutions, Zsed continues to hold onto his delusional beliefs. This is a difficult and painful aspect of his life that greatly impacts his relationships and ability to function in society.
Zsed's real-life surroundings are a far cry from the beautiful, organized world he has created in Minecraft. He lives in a dirty, cluttered home and struggles with hoarding. Living in a hoarder's house only exacerbates his struggles. As you step inside the door of his home, you're immediately struck by the overwhelming stench of decay and rot. The air is thick with the scent of mold, mildew, and spoiled food, making it difficult to breathe without gagging. The walls are coated in a layer of grime and filth, and you can see dust and cobwebs hanging from the ceiling. The sheer amount of clutter that has accumulated over the years is also very apparent. Piles of old newspapers, magazines, and mail are scattered throughout the room, along with stacks of old clothing, boxes, and bags of trash. The floor is barely visible beneath the piles of debris The counters are overflowing with dirty dishes, fast food containers, and empty soda cans. The sink is clogged with food scraps and grease, and you can see mold growing on the walls and ceiling. The refrigerator is filled with rotting food and expired condiments, and the smell coming from it is nearly unbearable. Old furniture is piled high with clutter and garbage. The windows are covered with a layer of grime and dust, blocking out any natural light that might have otherwise filtered into the room. The bathrooms are coated in a thick layer of grime and mold, with old toiletries and dirty towels piled high on the counters and floor.
Zsed's daily life is a constant struggle to maintain some sense of order amidst the chaos of his surroundings. His schizophrenia makes it difficult for him to maintain a routine, and he often finds himself struggling to get out of bed in the morning. His lack of motivation makes it difficult for him to take care of himself and his surroundings, leading to a worsening of his living conditions over time.
Despite these struggles, Zsed has found solace in the virtual world of SimPvP. He has created a mythical land called Zsedtopia, one of the 7 wonders of SimPvP, a place where he can escape the chaos of his real-life surroundings and create a world that is beautiful and organized. However, many people doubt the existence of Zsedtopia, leading some to believe that it may be nothing more than a figment of his imagination.
Zsed12 won the first EVER Sim Peace Prize. He also formed the base Zsedtopia, one of the 7 wonders of SimPvP